Jean Marshall | Author, Coach, Speaker

   PRESS RELEASE  FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE Survivor of Ortega Highway Head-On Collision Speaks Out on Life-Altering Injuries, Recovery, and Road Safety Awareness Lake Elsinore, California — 6-17-2026  — A California woman is speaking publicly about the life-changing impact of a head-on collision on the  Ortega Highway , calling for greater awareness around reckless driving, road safety, and the long-term human cost of split-second decisions behind the wheel. On September 6th, while driving carefully and allowing extra time on a route she had always approached with caution, she was struck head-on by a driver who crossed into her lane. Her vehicle was sent flying before crashing into a tree, which ultimately stopped her car from going further and likely saved her life. She sustained catastrophic, life-altering injuries, including the loss of one leg, severe damage to the remaining leg requiring extensive metal hardware, multiple spinal injuries, rib fractures, a shat...

  Releasing the hidden blocks to love, trust, and abundance that I didn't realize I was carrying. I realized something today during a tapping session called I Am Love . The question came up: When did I cut myself off from love? The first answer that surfaced was after my dad died. The grief was so overwhelming that I turned inward. I withdrew from the world, stopped doing the things that once brought me joy, and quietly disappeared into myself. It felt safer to protect my heart than to risk feeling that kind of pain again. But when I looked deeper, I realized it started even earlier. When the mortgage industry crashed in 2007 and 2008, I lost my job and lived in constant fear of losing everything. I had built a successful life that required a substantial income to maintain, and suddenly I was forced to let go of memberships, activities, and the lifestyle I had known. One of the hardest losses was my social circle. Every weekend, my house was full of friends. I cooked, entertained, ...

Rebuilding Meaning From Wreckage There comes a moment in some people’s lives when they stop negotiating with terror. Not because life suddenly becomes safe. Not because the pain disappears. Not because the future finally comes with guarantees. But because they finally realize they have already survived the thing they thought would destroy them. That’s where I am. For a long time, I lived in survival mode. After my stroke years ago, I learned what it meant to rebuild a life from the ground up. I fought my way back physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. I learned how to think again, trust my body again, and believe there could still be a future for me. And then life shattered me again. Another catastrophic event. More uncertainty. More pain. More fear. More loss. More moments of lying awake wondering how much one human being is supposed to endure. Lately, one fear has been louder than all the others: The fear of losing everything. The fear of losing housing. The fear of instabil...

  Walking Through Fear Anyway: When Survival Becomes a Daily Choice I’m at risk of losing my housing right now. That sentence alone feels surreal to write, but it’s my reality. I’ve already survived things most people only ever read about. A catastrophic accident. A medically induced coma. An amputation. Metal now holding parts of my body together—including my vertebrae, and my left leg from my knee to my ankle. I’m still learning what all of this means in real time, because even now, no one has fully explained every part of what happened to me. I also don’t remember the accident itself. Not because I’m avoiding it—but because my mind shut it out. The trauma was so severe, and my body was so critically compromised, that everything went into survival shutdown. I had kidney failure and heart failure. My body was shutting down, and my brain shut down with it. What I do remember is the day. I remember my thought process clearly in the beginning. I remember thinking I wasn’t in a...

  “Jesus Was Never a Christian: Untangling Faith, Fear, and Direct Connection to God” There comes a point in many spiritual journeys where the questions stop being theoretical and start becoming deeply personal. I found myself there recently — asking questions I once avoided. If Jesus wasn’t a Christian, then what exactly is Christianity? And if God isn’t inside a religion, then what am I actually relating to? The truth is simple, but not always easy to sit with: Jesus Christ was not a Christian. He was a Jewish teacher living within his own time, culture, and spiritual tradition. Christianity formed after his life, when his followers began trying to make sense of his teachings, his death, and what they believed was his resurrection. Over time, those early communities evolved into structured systems — what eventually became the Church. Through councils, leadership structures, and political influence from figures like Constantine the Great , Christianity became an organized...

  A raw reflection on rebuilding life after stroke, amputation, and chronic pain, exploring the balance between movement, rest, and nervous system healing without losing identity or strength. There’s a strange thing that happens after major trauma. People expect you to slow down. To be fragile. To disappear into recovery. But that’s not what happens inside me. Inside me, there’s still a drive. A fire. A pull toward movement, toward strength, toward doing something—anything—that makes me feel like I’m still here. Because I’ve survived things most people don’t see up close: a stroke, major fractures, organ failure, amputation, and a body that has had to rebuild itself from the inside out. So when I say I want to move again, I mean it in every part of me. But I’ve also learned something important: My body is not a machine. It’s not bionic. It’s not something I can push endlessly without consequence. It is living tissue that remembers everything it has survived. And somet...

  Nine months after surviving a catastrophic car accident and losing her leg, Jean shares the hidden reality of trauma, grief, anger, and rebuilding a life that will never be the same. A deeply honest reflection on survival, healing, and what comes after simply staying alive. People like to say, “But you survived.” They say it like it’s the end of the sentence. Like survival wraps everything up neatly with a bow. It doesn’t. I survived my accident. I also lost my leg. And those two truths exist at the same time. Survival isn’t a finish line. It’s the beginning of a long, quiet aftermath that no one prepares you for. The part where the adrenaline fades, the visitors go home, and you’re left alone in your body at night — in pain, awake, thinking. That’s where grief lives. Not the dramatic kind. The relentless kind. The kind that shows up when you can’t get comfortable in bed. When nerve pain lights up your body. When you realize your future won’t look the way you planned...

 I didn’t set out to question everything I believed—I set out to understand why I felt so heavy. Why I felt stuck, why I carried the weight of the world in my body, and why rest never seemed to touch an exhaustion that went deeper than physical fatigue. I’m a deep thinker and a deep feeler, an empath who absorbs people, environments, energy, and emotion—often without realizing it. For most of my life, I didn’t have language for that experience. I only had rules. Those rules were shaped early by Catholicism: guilt, shame, sin, hellfire—the idea that something was fundamentally wrong with me, even as a child. At home, a different but familiar system reinforced it: blame. Everything was my fault. Sometimes it was, but more often it wasn’t. Still, I learned that it was safer to take responsibility than to question the chaos around me. If I owned the blame, maybe I could prevent escalation. Maybe I could stay safe. And so a pattern formed: if something is wrong, it must be me. That beli...

  Today marks exactly nine months since my tragic accident. The first part of it, I don’t remember because I was in an induced coma. I only know what happened through a friend who was there for every surgery. I barely remember ICU, when I was transferred to acute care. And when I was moved to the main floor, all I remember is having one life-saving machine after another slowly removed from my body—starting with dialysis, then the trach and breathing tubes, the Foley urinary catheter bag, and then my feeding tube. From there, I slowly began to eat again. Little by little, but the hospital food was terrible. I had to be on puréed food after the tubes were removed from my throat; it was so disgusting that I couldn’t eat it. They told me I had to eat at least 70% of it, but there was nowhere to hide or throw it away, so my sister would eat it for me. I stayed on puréed food for about a week, pretending I was eating it. From there, I graduated to tiny chopped food, then slightly larger ...

  Jean Marshall Runway Show Reel I didn't live my life the way most people do—I lived it in reverse. While most people are grinding their way through life, waiting for retirement so they can finally travel, I was already doing it. Modeling took me all over the world—living in Milan, working across Europe, spending months in Tokyo, and getting to experience places like the Maldives, Seychelles, Morocco, Acapulco, Cabo San Lucas, and Key West. I even lived in Miami for six months back in the 80s, during the city's wild, electric glory days. I didn't wait for life to start. I was in it. I got paid to travel. Paid to step into beauty. Luxury hotels, incredible restaurants, first-class flights, Michelin-star dining—yeah, I lived that life. And I did it when I was young, strong, and fully in my body. And let's be real—I had a lot of fucking fun. Then life decided to throw some shit my way. At 54, I had a stroke. A few years later, I faced basal cell cancer. And now at 60, I...